When Life is running away from me - A Poetry

I think poetry is a smart way of putting
loads of thoughts in a few lines

When life is running away from me,

I pause and wonder if I've done anything, 

That would make God proud  

When I realize that the answer is NO,

I wake up & reinvent myself, 

Being Sorrowful, becomes a luxury

When life begins to run faster, 

I pause and wonder,
If I've ever bought a smile 

To a despaired heart.

When I realize that the answer is NO,

I wake up and set my priorities right,

Being too egoistic, becomes a burden

When life is running away from me, 

I pause and reflect if I've done anything,

That will bring smiles & cheers to people, 

Even after I am gone

When I realize that the answer is NO,

I arise from my comforts and become,

The best version of myself,

Complaining about how unfair life is, becomes insanity